I don't want to let everything pass by again. How can that be? How can it be that I do nothing? I always ask and I always answer myself the same: "Just let it go, it was in another life. It's gone, it's done, don't ask. Don't think". It wasn't another life. It was this. It is this. Now I want to understand everything. How do you make to live an empty life? How do you make to live a life full of nothing?How?